Signal Failure (or the martyr)

When I smell like this,
When my clothes don't ,
When I sit on a place by myself,
when I was there,
When my smile,
When I breath deep during my sleep,
When I don't know,
When I was able,
When I heard these songs,
When the sky does not move,
When they are getting kill,
When they don't respond,
When my friends,
When the money,
When we broke up,
When we went back and did worst,
When we stood strong,
When they used to give speeches,
When we used to listened,
When we leaved,
When they lied,
When we try hard to believe until somebody die,
When was possible to,
When I speak a language,
When and then,
When I smell like this,
It take me so long to reconcile my soul from the world to deal with the world and to believe in it,
When I try hard to believe until somebody die,
I get so frustrated that my inner warrior become a beast leaving its skills to the worst of the storms and in the end the only body taking back to the sea is mine,
Thank God is only me I say when I open my eyes.

to Juliano after his murder in Jenin City, Palestine.
By The Shortfellow
New York, USA 2011